Of my eight nights in Tokyo, I didn't sleep for four of them. Not even a little. The night before I went to Yokohama for the day I had been karaoking with basically my entire hostel. A Californian native with a Korean background (Clara), a guy from the states, a girl from Australia and I were sitting around the lounge when Noraebongs came up. In Korean, it literally means "a place of singing". Karaoke is actually a Japanese word, combining "kara" which means "empty" and "oke" which means "orchestra", literally meaning "empty orchestra".
We did not have to tell the rest of the hostel this to get them to come. Two Spaniards, two Dutch guys (Kyle and Steve), two girls who were also teaching in Korea, a teacher from Oregon, and the first guy I met at the hostel--the one who was going to try and get arrested in order to have a place to stay--all went out for some good old-fashioned singing.
Steve's eyebrows went up: "Do you want to walk to the river and watch the sunrise?"
I said yes immediately, which I think surprised him, and we set out. Thankfully, the hostel is only a short walk, but on the way I managed to make an enemy out of a stray cat. Happy, a little drunk, and a little delusional from lack of sleep, we began a sort of staring contest in which I most undoubtedly lost: it resulted in my running down a random street in Tokyo and dodging around corners trying to lose something that has been on the streets its whole life, who knows every detail. I think it realized its advantage because when I gave up and stopped to face my attacker, it merely looked at me in a way only cats can, and slunk away into some well-known escape route. Unscathed, we made it to the river, and I bought us the only brand of coffee I could find at that hour. It was awful. Still, the conversation, the talk of culture, (he made me read dutch just so he could laugh at my accent), the river, Tokyo as the sun rose, and the watered-down coffee was my moment. It's mine, in my life. Something about that is beautiful.
We made plans to meet at 10 a.m. after a three hour nap and head to Yokohama. On the way we recruited Clara and Kyle. A short train ride from Shibuya Station and we were in an entirely different place, a place I was relieved to be in. Living in New York City, a tiny island of 9 million people, I thought I could handle any sort of crowd. Escaping Tokyo, however, was like bursting out from under water. I sucked in the cool air and could see, even as we emerged from the ground, the blue from the ocean peeking out from over the next street.
"Can I take your picture?" she asked.
I was shocked. This real-life doll wanted to take my picture? Because I couldn't think straight I said yes, and became even more surprised when she held out her hand for my camera. She wanted to take a picture of me with my camera? As I computed this I saw her become startled by something behind me. I followed her gaze across the street, and there was Steve taking a picture of us talking. I had to calm her down, explain that he was a friend, and that photography was his hobby, to someone who spoke only Japanese. Like the cat I frightened earlier she scurried away, and with a half-hearted good-bye she was gone.